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Chapter 545: Chapter 0545 Really Really Miss You So Much
Cafes and Western restaurants have always been places of quiet elegance, where people rarely raise their voices in loud disputes, and those who come here engage in light conversation, giving off an air of scholarly exchanges.
Now, the abrupt roar and interrogation of Ye Xunhuan suddenly attracted the attention of the other cafe patrons, filling their gazes towards both Ye Xunhuan and Su Guyan with puzzled and curious expressions!
Apparently oblivious to the curiosity and speculation of the other customers, Ye Xunhuan continued to stare intently at Su Guyan!
His intuition told him that Su Guyan was hiding something from him, and he had to figure it out, otherwise he couldn’t be at peace!
"Xunhuan, you’re hurting me, let me go first..." Su Guyan furrowed her brows slightly, her face showing a trace of pain.
Upon hearing Su Guyan’s words again, Ye Xunhuan slowly came back to his senses from his turbulent emotions.
"Guyan, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to, I...," Ye Xunhuan’s face was filled with tension and remorse!
Su Guyan slowly withdrew her hand, returning to her usual serene and gentle demeanor: "It’s okay."
"Guyan, why... why did you break up with me in the first place, why did you marry Mu Tiange, I can tell, you don’t love him, your relationship..."
Hearing Ye Xunhuan’s words ringing in her ears, and seeing his anxious and expectant look, Su Guyan felt a complex mix of emotions.
With her tempting red lips tightly pressed, Su Guyan looked at Ye Xunhuan with a slightly unnatural expression and said, "Does it matter?"
Upon hearing Su Guyan’s words, Ye Xunhuan almost instinctively nodded, and was just about to speak when Su Guyan’s voice already came out again!
"It’s all in the past, there’s nothing worth mentioning." Su Guyan showed a trace of pain across her pale face, "As long as you are doing well now, that’s enough!"
At that moment, she desperately wanted to tell Ye Xunhuan why!
But reason told her, she couldn’t tell Ye Xunhuan.
At this moment, she could clearly feel how much Ye Xunhuan cared about her, but what would he do if he knew the truth?
Mu Tiange was dead, but the Mu family was still there, and officially, she was still a daughter-in-law of the Mu family.
Having Ye Xunhuan take her away?
Was that possible?
She had heard he already had a girlfriend, and he seemed to be married; moreover, the Mu family was no ordinary family, they were a tycoon, at least in the eyes of many.
If the Mu family learned that Ye Xunhuan had killed Mu Tiange, if the Mu family knew about her and Ye Xunhuan...
Su Guyan didn’t dare continue the thought, as just thinking about it made her break out in cold sweat, as if a gust of Siberian icy wind were blowing behind her.
She was afraid, afraid that the Mu family would target Ye Xunhuan.
Hearing Su Guyan’s words, Ye Xunhuan shivered: "Guyan..."
"It’s been so long, I’ve already forgotten it." Having guessed what Ye Xunhuan wanted to ask, Su Guyan spoke up again: "Alright, I have things to do, I should go now!"
With that, Su Guyan immediately stood up and turned to leave.
She dared not stay longer, afraid that facing the familiar face, seeing the expectant look of the man she loved, she would uncontrollably tell him everything.
But by letting him know, she would be harming him, leading him to his death.
How could he possibly take himself away from the Mu family alone, how could he possibly contend with the Mu family alone, especially since he had married!
Although the words of Longzu Puti had initially stirred Su Guyan, making her heart flutter, wanting to fight and snatch, it was just a momentary impulse; once the impulse had passed, she had calmed down.
She knew she couldn’t tell him, not because she didn’t love or didn’t want to, but because she couldn’t!
At this moment, Su Guyan did not know Ye Xunhuan’s identity, even though she had once been neighbors with him, and she did not know that the kind aunt from the past, Qin Fenghuang, turned out to be the president of the Fenhua Group.
She also did not know that Ye Xunhuan was the young master of the Fenhua Group, the nephew of the Qin family, the overlord of the underworld!
If... if Qin Fenghuang hadn’t been so secretive back then, if Ye Xunhuan had told her his identity, if...
But there are not so many "ifs" in this world.
The so-called ifs are just excuses for regret.
You don’t speak, and I remain silent; all these things will make us drift further apart, even if our hearts are drawing closer; but the distance beside each other will grow farther!
At the moment she turned around, two streams of tears uncontrollably fell from Su Guyan’s eyes, torturing her heart.
She loved him, could give everything for him, yet she couldn’t tell him!
At this moment, for Su Guyan, the most distant and cruel thing in the world is not life or death, but the fact that I clearly know you still love me, I love you too, but I just can’t tell you, I love you!
Distant and also cruel!
But that is reality!
You have to accept it; if you dare defy, the fate goddess will thrash you, using blood to tell you, "Young man, don’t resist, or you will only die a terrible death!"
"Guyan..." Ye Xunhuan suddenly stood up and called out to stop Su Guyan.
Upon hearing Ye Xunhuan’s words, Su Guyan’s body trembled, and she couldn’t help but stop in her tracks.
"Why, why won’t you tell me, you..."
Su Guyan didn’t speak, but instead tightly pursed her red lips, fearing that any sound might alert Ye Xunhuan, letting her tears fall like broken pearls from her eyes.
Su Guyan took a deep breath, struggling to control her voice trembling from crying, somewhat hoarsely said, "It’s been so long, I already forgot!"
As her words fell, Su Guyan, like a defeated soldier, fled the scene rapidly.
Tears blurred her vision, making her sway like the foxtail flowers by the roadside in the wind, deeply affecting ones’ hearts!
She didn’t dare stay any longer, she was really afraid she might turn around, might throw herself into the arms she longed for day and night.
Su Guyan didn’t know how she ran out of the café; she only knew that when she did, she felt as if she had exhausted all her strength, completely drained right there!
Not knowing how long or how far she had run, Su Guyan hugged her head, crouched at a street corner where few would notice, her gaze blank and hollow, as tears continuously rolled down her cheeks.
"Xunhuan, I really, really want to be with you, want so dearly to be with you..." Su Guyan weakly crouched beside the road, helplessly bursting into tears, "Every day, I think of you non-stop, wanting to be with you, wanting to tell you everything, but I can’t, I just can’t tell you..."
Just then, a figure suddenly appeared by her side, crouching down on the ground with her!
