Chapter 653: Chapter 281 Who Is More Pitiable
Pei Shuyu was severely lame.
Her subconscious had unwittingly accepted two things.
The first was physical contact with Su Huai.
She had always been particularly resistant to physical contact with men, and as her chest developed and became more eye-catching, that resistance grew stronger.
Now, Su Huai had broken that taboo.
The warm palm of his hand gently stroked the top of her head, and she even felt a comfort and peace she had never experienced before, as if a mysterious ceremony had brought the two closer on a spiritual level, fostering mutual dependence and affection.
The second thing she had quietly accepted was that no one could replace Gu Jiuyue in Su Huai’s heart.
To be honest, one and two were somewhat contradictory, but Pei Shuyu had digested them well.
From the perspective of being favored, "Yuji" certainly hoped that "Daddy" would only love her, and a female streamer’s possessiveness over her patron was natural and uncontrollable.
However, from a practical standpoint, the fact that Su Huai preferred Gu Jiuyue gave her a sense of relief.
"Huff..."
Sensing her sudden ease, Su Huai glanced at the system panel subconsciously, and sure enough, the Favorability Rating had jumped significantly, recovering to 80+.
But Su Huai was also puzzled: It’s just a pat on the head, what are you so happy about?
When in doubt, ask: "What’s the matter?"
Pei Shuyu thought for a while, deciding to share some of her inner thoughts with Su Huai.
So she spoke openly, "It’s nothing, I just realized that the person you truly like is Gu Jiuyue, and suddenly I felt no need to put so much pressure on myself anymore, this feeling... um, is particularly good."
"Oh?"
Su Huai seemed still immersed in melancholy, and asked without much interest, "Why?"
He did it on purpose.
The signal sent was: I’m not curious, but if you’re willing to talk, then I’m willing to listen.
Big Sister Yu took the bait immediately, her desire to confide sparked.
"Su Huai, you use all your energy thinking about big issues, and you are so wealthy that you don’t understand a girl’s heart..."
Su Huai held back a smile, nodding gently, "Mm-hmm."
I’m pure, I’m simple, I’m naïve, I really don’t understand a girl’s heart~~~
Pei Shuyu continued to explain with satisfaction: "When a man spends tens of thousands on a woman, a normal girl would already feel pressured.
What about millions, tens of millions? How much greater would that pressure be?
I’m not a normal girl, I’m a streamer, so my tolerance for money is much higher.
Personally, I think if Shenhao spends a few million on me just for fun, I can handle it because it’s reasonable entertainment spending, they casually spend much more than that.
But when it’s to the extent you do, billions, I really can’t handle it.
It’s too much, you know?
I really don’t have anything to give back to you, I’m not worth that much, not even my body sold would be worth that much, not even if I put in my whole life...
Of course, now I’m worth that much, but my value, in the end, is propped up by you, so can you imagine the pressure I feel?
I can swear to you: In real life, I’ve never accepted any money from any man who wanted to spend on me, I can only accept what I earn from work.
But now, what I earn from work has also far exceeded the limit.
I went from initial happiness to panic, especially since every time you come to my stream, you don’t stay long, it doesn’t seem like you’re enjoying my performance but more like fulfilling a task, you donate and then leave, I’m constantly living under immense pressure because of this.
Now, you say the person you truly like is Gu Jiuyue, and I suddenly feel so relaxed..."
Wow!
How sensitive can a good daughter be?
Su Huai was surprised because her intuition was too accurate, isn’t it just about completing a task?
What joy from streaming? The dude has long ceased to feel it.
A female streamer? Doesn’t watch!
Even seeing strip dances on foreign platforms is boring, only occasionally watching those law, military, or trouble-making streamers for a laugh brings joy.
That’s why Su Huai never lingered in Yuji’s streams.
Now, this had become another weak spot.
Su Huai suddenly stiffened: Damn, why are there so many flaws in me? TMD, holes everywhere...
There’s no remedy for this, just continue to play dumb and ignore it, if you don’t ask, I won’t bring it up.
"I understand, you feel you’ve received too much and want to give something back to even out this gap, so you don’t live in instability."
Su Huai’s deep voice made Pei Shuyu pause.
Huh? Is that what I meant?
It seems about right, and yet something’s not quite right...
Before she could react, Su Huai continued, "I’ve never asked you for anything, and you feel like you owe me too much, I get it, but you really don’t need to think like that."
Huh?
Alright, let’s just call it owing.
Pei Shuyu accepted that idea.
In fact, the Turbid Dog giving money was his own will, and every time they chatted, Pei Shuyu urged him to spend less, to no avail!
But she didn’t want to quibble or make a fuss right now, she just hoped the dog... Puppy would be happier.
Calling daddy was out of the question, so she’d secretly call him Puppy.
She thought this quietly to herself, quietly chuckling, and then... all of a sudden, Puppy had pulled her up.
"Don’t crouch there anymore, let me give you a hug!"
Huh, huh, huh?!
Before Pei Shuyu could react, she was sitting on Su Huai’s thigh and wrapped in his arms.
Big Sister Yu stiffened, then anger surged.
Who said I agreed to let you get handsy with me?!