She held on, closing her eyes tightly- she took deep breaths and flipped Zane under, she gazed into his confused eyes asking her why she was stopping him.
using her palm to close his eyes, she took a minute to gather herself. she can't rush things with him, it is merely six days of living here, and her life was thrown into disorder. she knows nothing of him and she feels she moving too fast.
Removing her palm away she looked him in the eyes, her hand going through his hair, she controlled her thoughts away from his tempting being and her gaze turned serious.
Zane felt the change in her and his lust cleared up. he watched her without blinky not wanting to miss any slight rejection from her gaze.
'' Zane, by the goddess, it's not I don't want to hold you down right now and ravish you but now we need to get to know each other before we go further. At that time of getting to know one another, use that space and think real hard to know if you want to be with me because when I claim you there is no going back. Ever.'' Cyra's tone came out in a low pitch, showing how serious she was right now. he blinked taking it all in but he didn't care to wait. her lifespan is short so every moment with her can't be wasted.
he knows he is being too fast but nobody in his lifetime has ever opened his world to such pleasure. and she doesn't look at his body with disgust but with such possessive lust- when she saw his wound heal up in a blink she didn't look at him with any change of attitude. so what's the point of waiting for them to know each other, he can give her maximum, one week to know him or he would claim her himself.
He knows he would be drown in spit with the way he thinks but doesn't care at all. he gave her his response when he felt her boring gaze on him.
''okay.''
Cyra held his gaze and saw seriousness and understanding and she sighed in relief. if she knew what was going through Zane's mind, she would be slack-jawed in shock wondering how she created such a monster.
Cyra was thinking of using a month to get to know him and train in the oasis. she thought she was on the same page as him. She looked at the dark sky and the cactus entrance and knew it was impossible to go in today. tomorrow ahh... she rubbed her brows feeling green phobia. She has to see rows of cacti again. what made her happy to see a different color before?
''We have to camp here tonight.'' she turned to Zane, hearing his voice. She saw him bring out a bundle, she didn't know he brought along.
''Here.'' he threw a clay jug to her. her face instantly scrunched up in disgust but she opened it anyway and drank the tree googy liquid down her throat. She still can't get used to the tasteless taste.
Zane brought our furs and climbed on top of greed, he made himself comfortable and called out to Cyra. her eyes lit up when she saw they were going to sleep on top of greed.
She climbed up quickly and dived into his soft goodness, she rubbed and cheeks and hummed in satisfaction. She wished it would be her bed from now on but knew it was not going to happen. so she would enjoy it while she can. Zane watched her behavior and felt a smile form on his lips, she looked so cute with her ruffled hair and twinkling eyes. She finally calmed down and turned to Zane and met his smiling eyes, she flushed in embarrassment - feeling her elegant cool image had been destroyed, not knowing it had long been destroyed since.
Trying to hide her embarrassment, she started a topic.
''you asked me before what a phone is,'' she paused and saw his full attention on her. She adjusted comfortably and continued
''It is a metal box that has plenty of features and uses. for example to talk to someone far away. For example, you can stay here and call someone in the settlement and hear their voice through it without seeing them.''