Her hands seemed not to stop, and she saw the butler's vacant eyes staring at her, he opened his mouth ''You are a murderer...why did you kill me!''
Cyra regained control throwing the syringe from her hands, she held the wall heaving, vomiting out clear water from her throat. her stomach scrunched and spasms from pain.
she fell to the ground cuddling up in a corner and shut her eyes- trying to shut this memory from her mind as she trembled.
''Give up and I will make it all go away...'' a voice whispered temptingly into her mind trying to lure her into giving up. Cyra covered her ears and didn't respond, she felt something much worse would happen if she said those words.
''Say it dear..you can do it...YOU BITCH SAY IT!'' it screamed into her mind, causing her to bleed through her ears and nose and her head felt like it would explode.
The pain stopped as fast as it came, she opened her eyes and found herself on the rooftop of a high building, her eyes widened when she remembered this, she tried to move back but her feet were stuck to the ground, she watched her friend appear before her with a face filled with tears.
her legs creeping towards the edge and she looked at Cyra ''Save me...'' she said looking at Cyra with hope in her eyes.
''Just say the word and she will be saved. and all these would have never happened.'' the same familiar voice said with a convincing tone as if wanting the best for her. Cyra watched her friend's tearful gaze as she stood near the edge of the building.
''I..g-g-give...'' At the last minute something stuck in her throat, she couldn't speak and tears poured down her eyes, she hated herself for being selfish but she couldn't say the word.
''Am..sorry..'' she sat back on her legs when she watched her friend's face change into a distorted mask,
"You are to blame for all this! you have that beast blood running through your vines! you couldn't even save me.'' her eyes were filled with blame feeling Cyra was worse than a beast and a disgusting being.
Cyra tried to shut her eyes away from her gaze but she couldn't, she watched her disgusting form in her friend's eyes and watched again, her friend's demise. it tore open the closed wound making it seem fresh again and she hugged herself wailing loudly looking at the gloomy sky.
'why is this happening to her? what has she done to deserve all this pain and torture?' she whimpered and watched the surrounding warp again and she found herself standing in front of a shut door of her father's study.
she doesn't remember this but for some reason, she feels dread seizing her in its grasp, she felt her body chill to the bone, and she wanted to leave here - her hopes were dashed since she was not in control of her body.
''Selena is seventeen a ripe age for her to marry. alas I trained that child to be of use to my family and now her time has come to bring long-lasting connections for us.'' her father spoke those words out loud to the person in the room.
''Darling I don't know why we still kept that child alive, you could have just killed her together with her parents. instead, she squanders our money and her bad luck made me not have a child of my own since,'' the woman's tone took on a happy tone
''Now that am pregnant with our child, we must squeeze out the last beat of her usefulness to us, I hope you didn't find her a good husband. I hated by bitch of a sister that bastard's mother. I want her to suffer, till she dies.'' her words were so venomous that it made the shocked Cyra feel like she entered an ice cellar.
''Of course dear. how can I give her... '' his words were cut short by the sound,
''bang.''
Cyra's head exploded from the news, she fell limply on the door, her body weight pushed it open and she fell under their startled gaze.
not caring they found her- her mind was reeling from the exploding truth. all the memories of their cold treatment and lack of warmth or patience for her were because they were not even her parents instead they were her parent's murderers and she calls them mom and dad.
She felt her heart bleed and ache in her chest, this time the stimulation was too much for her to bear, she looked at them trying to get a glimpse of a joke in their eyes and she found nothing instead a murderous intent from their gaze, so their secrets is out and they want to silence her.